Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in ihavnolj1693's LiveJournal:

Sunday, January 21st, 2007
4:48 pm	Another day to record my thoughts. after three very long months, you finally know. and at first, i regretted you finding out. but now, i think it's made us closer. and i love it. i wish our situation would be so much easier. but it just seems like to me that you will be sad whatever you do. but less sad if things are still the same. which would make me sad. i really wish i didn't feel this way. because i feel like, and i know this sounds corny, you are everything to me. but i really can't help that. but i had a great time hanging out with you and our friends. even though we didn't really talk to the other people that much. but i didn't go for them. but you prolly already know that. love, Chris (and not that santa clause guy either) (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 19th, 2006
12:06 am	there's definitely a connection between us. and i know that if you weren't already dating him then it would be you and me. i don't see what you see in him that he's better for you than me. i mean seriously, he thinks cheerleading is fun. and i know that you despise cheerleaders. but i'm not gonna talk bad about him. that just makes me seem jealous. which i am. but i'm not gonna show it. i love you. and i know that in time you'll realize that he's not the one and you'll come to me. i really can't wait. so i'll just continue making you laugh and then maybe i'll get to kiss you after like i've always wanted to. (Comment on this)
Monday, November 6th, 2006
7:00 pm	I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake hah day 23. i still like you. this feeling is too strong. i feel like you could be the one. except you may have found the one for yourself. why the hell do i really like you. it really pisses me off. tell me why. have something bad about you so i can make an excuse as to why i don't like you. but as far as i know of. you're perfect. so beautiful and funny. and oh so talented. come on. i really do feel this awful connection. i don't want this unless you do. i don't know why. but i really think you are the one. and i think that you haven't figured out that i'm the one for you. but then i think that maybe i liked it better when we were friends. but i'm willing to take that risk. just come to your senses now. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 26th, 2006
7:13 pm	if i could only say what i want to say to you. You see me everyday but i know you have no clue. but he comes between me and you, and i've never even met him. although he must be like me. to care about you so. i really wanna tell you but i don't want things to be different between us. even though i know we'll be friends forever. you said so yourself. you're just so funny and have many talents. that's why i like you. although i still try and impress you. cause i think it brings us closer. and maybe it does. but not close enough. and i sometimes feel a connection between us. and i remember him when you talk about him to your friends. but as long as you and i are still friends. thank you. (Comment on this)
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
10:12 pm	Friends Only!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)